adoption and other stuff

Hi,
Ok, thats enough music for now..(for today), tommorow I am going to the Libraiy(hopefully) to print out application form...then I can finally fill it out!!!...(well, some of it) and I've got this big question I want to ask the agency but I half know the answer and just can't seem to come up with the courage to ask! even if i don't need to. its just something I want to know. crazzy huh? yup...I can just see you laughing. and I hope to write something for the Island parent magine.... I might not be a mom yet but I can still do that. actully anyone can. and it would be faster than a book....I'll do that tommorow too! if possible. at the libraiy. i've done more of my expectant mom shopping...still got a long way to go.

what now?

hi,
so i'm asking myself...what now? ?I know the answer. the answer is i need to do my fundraising and hand in a application to the agency. i might however need another job...I'd want it to be a at home job. but what now while i'm waiting to do that? I guess...get out and go on adventures. and i'm imagineing what my child would be like... and i have also decided to adopt from Ethiopa. I have a cold right now...but doing good. I hope to write a book...but what about??...I guess i'll have the answer to that next time.

but at the same time...

I feel so tugged between ministry adoption and the agency adoption...I am still considering international adoption....and kinda feel leaded there...like if I feel peaceful about that agency and I don't feel like giving up that agency just because of fees...I could fundraise right? or am I wrong? (sorry, for the indescion here) does anyone have fundraising ideas..??

adoption..

Hi welcome to my blog!

so far on my journey to motherhood through adoption...I have taken a information session 7 months ago and am now looking into a adoption agency. I first thought of adopting when I was 19. and I'm glad I made the choice to adopt a child...every child desverves a family! right now, I am considering adopting a child internationly (but keeping that open)...does any one have experience with adopting a child overseas? if so I would love to hear your experience. I have had a job for 4 months and I like my job...i sometimes even sing while working. I took a parenting course which was very helpfull and I miss it. my hope for my to-be child is ...that he/she will go for their dreams nomatter what the challenges are. my other dreams for myself is to be a writter and make childrens clothes. (speaking of which, I am in the process of finishing a sleeper for a cousin..with much help.)


adventures.