you are not alone. Hallliugha!!

this morning I was feeling seizurous...I hadn't slept half the night and I was doing paper route today..and I woke with a song in my head and although its hard to remmber what song it was ...I Clearly remmber hearing "you are not alone" in the song and got up ect and went back to bed for some rest...and later i was up ecct and did paper route...the whole thing God gave me the strengh to get through day with even no seizures!
Halliugh!!!

going for a challenge!!

I'm doing a 5 day challenge to leave my comfort zone and go into FAITH ZONE!!! where I spend 30 min a day in early morning and spend quiet time with God. wanna join??

summer

Yahoo!!! its SUMMER!! one of my favorite times of the year! I went camping (my favorite thing about summer!) with A, L and G and had a awesome time despite having a cold! I climbed up a tree..it took some courage at first and knowing where to step but it was fun! and there was some rocks near the river where i could sit and watch it, I loved the campsite! oh, and i bonked into the nummber sign...my head hurt after that

8 more days!

well, the appointment had to be schelzed once again and is happening on may 8th...and i'm planing to go to one life experience i missed the one on the 26th.

favorite song

22 days!

I am working on tuesday so going to neo on the 15th wasn't going to work ...so I re Schleled going to neo and am going there on the 23rd.

20 more days!

it is 20 more days intill i talk to the neo about adoption and epipsey and parenting yahoooo! please pray for me in my adoption journey to keep trusting God even through what seems impossible and please pray for the child that i may adopt that God would keep his arms around this child and all the kids who are orphans.

this is how long

doctor appointment

turns out i'm supposed to talk to the neo instead of family doctor...and I'm seeing neo in April. I did talk to family doctor although and he made way too much big of me being single and read from december file if i was stable or not and said i was talking to the wrong doctor and to talk to neo instead. in the beginingI kept going up and down in the elvater because I couldn't figure out which floor it was..I thought it was 2 (which it is) but it just looked all new so I went to the first and 3rd floor too..and back to the 2nd floor and finally found it! and i was awake a lot that night and had to go shopping therpy.and now i'm all confused because the doctor (neo) ..would have note with his name on it while...I have a diffrent doctor. while i'm on the subject of that i'm thinking of changing doctors at some point.

doctor appointment

I have appointment with doctor on feburay 6 at 3pm
yahoo!!!

doctor re schelzle

the date before didn't work out so I'm going to schelzle it for another day.

short update

having chat with doctor on 18th in januray.(this year).

more adoption news (the appointment)

the appointment went pretty good , other than me feeling nervous, yet calm and mostly confident. I learned quite a bit it was a little I expected and a lot I didn't expect...which include the following:
* I expected them to ask what lead me to adoption.
* I did not expect to be asked what gender i wanted to adopt( I for some reason thought this was for the homestudy)
* I did not expect them to know before I even take a homestudy that I am committed and have reseached a lot.
*I did not expect I'd need to work fulltime and the income I'd need to make to adopt as a single mom.
* I did not expect that when in homestudy need 12 pages of my life.
*I didn't really expect them to be as supportive as they were.

hope to go have a chat with doctor about eplipsey and parenting soon.